yesterday night's mental gymnastics,
this morning's frantic incident.

).=

wasnt today supposed to be the happiest day?

i still cant accept the fact that i was
in my bed typing and saving msgs in my phone;
and today,
my soul's been ripped apart.

memories of 5 months gone,
photos/msgs/videos,
i really do miss you.

feel so lost. ):

sigh, nvm.